I am in a much better mood. Noah came over and snuggled me and talked to me. He gave me a massage and we did other really nifty bonding stuff. He spent the night as well. I slept between the two boys who love me. I couldn’t remain upset in that situation. It just isn’t possible.
I woke up this morning thinking, “God doesn’t hate me right now.” I am so incredibly lucky. When I’m having a shitty day, I can ask for help/attention. Thank you all so much for your words of support. I’m dealing with the situation in a proper fashion. I talked to the Principal and she is going to talk to HR for me and see what is going on. She had no idea why I would be black listed. That is odd, yet comforting. She told me it is never too late to make amends. The situation will be dealt with.
I’m really grateful for me friends. Thank you.
I’ll happily join what is, I’m sure, a rather large chorus of people saying how happy they are to hear this.
“When I’m having a shitty day, I can ask for help/attention.”
Its a funny thing, because it seems so simple and obvious, but knowing that you can ask is so incredibly important. I just say that because I’ve known so many people who didn’t know that- for many years myself included.
I just repeat what I said last night at one point- I don’t know much about you yet, and certainly don’t know very much about you as a teacher- but I know you are an amazing teacher for one reason- you care so much.
I see people all the time in those kinds of professions- nursing, teaching, ministry, etc.- who are jaded, cynical, when something like what happend to you happens they shrug, say whatever, and find another job. Because its a job.
Its obviously more to you. Which means its gonna hurt like hell when something seems to not go right. But also that you ARE good at it. That you care.
Ok, clearly its too early in the morning cause I’m waxing philisophical.
Glad you got the support you needed. *hug*
Good move.
I’m sending you email on this…..
I’m glad you’re feeling better. I’m looking forward to this evening!