Lets count all the reasons it has sucked to be me in the past few days.
1) I’ve been on the rag.
2) Painful relationship ending stuff with Tom.
3) Feeling rejected by James
4) I have strep throat.
So I apologize for the rant. I’m not at my best right now.
*tea and sympathy*
If you can, snuggle into a warm blanket with a hot cup of tea or hot lemonade and let the world pass you by for a bit. It might make you feel better.
Or you can take may approach and cut firewood until you no longer want to strangle someone. There is something very satisfying about wielding an axe until your arms ache.
Re: *tea and sympathy*
I am surrounded by hot chocolate, orange juice, and soup. It is quite a combination, but it is working for me.
I don’t have the energy to do anything physical. I can’t manage to move enough to go to the living room and watch a movie. Though Finding Nemo is calling my name.
I’m just feeling sad. 🙁
Sorry to hear all that. I do hope you feel better, soon. I know first-hand how badly strep sucks.
I *have* been thinking about you, by the way. I read an article about this book and it’s author, and the controversy it’s caused in Sicily. I couldn’t help thinking you would enjoy it:
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0802117813/qid=1100128704/sr=2-1/ref=pd_ka_b_2_1/002-4864561-2136808
ooooh.
That sounds interesting.
I think I read your rant correctly – the feeling rejected by James part isn’t about him going to the ex – it was something that was going on before that?
I’m always surprised that you want a D/s relationship in “regular life” – you just don’t seem like you would take well someone else telling you what to do and when to do it….
It was before the ex thing.
Well, there is a big difference between me saying, “I respect you and value what you have to say and I think that you guiding me will be positive for both of us” and some dumbass telling me what to do.
N’est pas?
I, of course, see no reason to apologize for ranting on your own blog.