No, not the website. Though from the same idea the website sprang. Tonight I went to a munch. I went to the Liquid Munch specifically. It is held in a bar in SF. I had a truly awesome time. I got to talk to people who have known me for years. Most of the conversations were, “I remember when…” and I knew the stories. I was at those parties! I knew these people way back when! I felt like part of something.

I need to get back into doing scene events. That has been my home turf for a long time. It’s where I belong. It is the place where I talk about wanting to be beaten bloody and people don’t get horrifed, they get dreamy! I’m not a freak there. I am just me. They have read my stupid angst filled processy emails for years and given me advice and guidance. They have encouraged me.

My friends. My tribe. It was so good to feel secure for just those few hours.

And the hot girls playing with me didn’t suck either.