I am so infatuated and happy and giggly and absolutely delighted with life right now.

We went wine tasting today after snuggling and having the most amazing non-penetrative sex I’ve ever had all night. We basically didn’t sleep. No one was penetrated at all. But I would classify what happened very firmly as sex. It was emotional and hot and fantastic.

This is so wonderful.

We talked and talked and talked about how we each feel about relationships we have had. We talked about my being bipolar. We talked about what we have each traditionally done in our relationships to keep our partners happy. We talked about what we want in the future. We talked about what we both think D/s means. We went through comrpomises that are ok and that aren’t.

I love his humor. I love his smile. He has the sweetest smile. Oh god.

Have I mentioned that when I call him Puppy he barks? OHMYGOD it is the cutest thing ever. And he barks when I meow. It is really sweet.

What am I getting into?