when I ran off to Ireland with Tom. It is really fucking uncomfortable. Getting emails about how much the ex has changed and grown up and talking about how good she is does not make me feel secure. *breathe*
I’ve been all over the map emotionally in the last few days. Reading books with sad endings will put me topsy-turvy every time. But it was so good. I have finished the top of the chain mail dress. I have made significant progress on the chemise and cut out a dress. It is going slower than I had thought for several reasons. So I called my mom and asked her if I can borrow her machine for the summer when I move out and no longer have access to Miss Jenny’s.
Moving out is so soon. I’m all scared. I am still really freaked out wondering if he is going to back out. I wouldn’t blame him. I don’t think I would sign on for dealing with me. 🙁
Hi. I didn’t intend to be online today, but my afternoon plans cancelled on me and I was at a place where I can play online. Catching up on lj is unlikely, but I’m trying. Then I will go home and maybe sew more.
Moving on June 11th. Anyone want to help?
If you want to get your own, I’d be more than willing to take you out to a thrift store or flea market and help you find a good one. That’s provided you don’t want any special fiddly things like embroidery features and duckie-shaped stitches.
In the next month or so I may be willing to part with my old white… it only does straight stitches but it has worked just fine for my garb for seven or so years.
If interested let me know… I think the price paid for it was twenty
I can barely do straight stitches…. so heh… $20 would be about as much as I could spare towards it in the near future. I think it might be a deal. 🙂
He loves you. A lot. That’s not changing in the next few days.
Seriously.
I’ll see if I can help you move on June 11th. That’s one of my hypnotherapy classes, but I may be able to help before and/or after.
I’m probably graduating that day, at least in the morning, and if I do festivities will ensue afterwards.
As far as “running off” – in both your and Puppy’s cases, these were pre-existing travel plans. Don’t panic – just put yourself in your *own* shoes – you and Tom were over.
I know that. It still feels shitty.
Puppy loves you so much.
I am sorry about this afternoon. I will make it up to you. And while I am often amazed at the growth and changes in my exes, I am rarely ever tempted to go back to them. You will feel better whe he comes home.
*I’m Juuuust smiling at you…*
Would going to Fairy Butch, this Saturday, make you feel better?
Didn’t know ’bout it in time. Oh well. *hugs*
I’m doing the queer/transgender picnic tomorrow in the city from noon-four.