Monthly Archives: January 2006

yes, I am a freak.

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So yeah. I have had people tell me that getting tats is kind of addictive.

So are piercings. I badly want to redo my labia. This dry spell would be a great time.

In my sick, fucked up little world I would like to have 6 labia piercings. I would also like to redo my nipples, but that has to wait till post-kids.

And I’ve been starting to mull over the idea of ink.

AHHHHHHHHHH

I am such a freak

Doing this stuff would cement me into being “not suitable for dating normals.” heh

Calendaring

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Remember that psycho schedule I once had? Damn. Life sure is different now! 🙂

I’m putzing around trying to pretend I have a life and such and I thought I would toss a few things out into the air just to see where they land.

This week I have to finish grading. It is just non-negotiable and I suck and I need to stop fucking procrastinating. So what am I doing? Procrastinating. *sigh* I don’t know when I will finish…
Friday is the TNG party though. That should be fun! I’m going to be all pervy and schtuff. Yay!
Saturday-Tuesday I think I am doing a road trip with Japlady down to D-land. Yay! (Hey sweetie… uhhh are we doing this still?!)
I’m thinking about hitting BaGG on the 11th and/or the 18th. Is anyone else interested? I will also be trying for S&P attendance ’cause classes start soon.
19th: Anyone want to hang out? *bat eyes*
20th: I will either be going to FNW or the kinky chicks movie night in the city. Depends on if Mo wants to see the movie. Otherwise I won’t drive up cause I’m lame.
Uhm… a work thing in the morning on the 21st and that’s it. Any ideas/invitiations???

I can fill most of the Friday/Saturday nights in February but I have this wiiiiiiiiide open Tuesday thing going on. I don’t work or have classes on Tuesdays this semester. Anyone want to spend any time with me? *bat eyelashes* Come on people, save me from a fate worse than death: trolling for dates on craigslist. And Sundays are going to suck. 🙁

I propose (generically): movies, hiking, gym, I would love to get a bicycle and start riding it with someone, any dance events you think I don’t know about, just hanging out and talking, coming over so that we can cook/bake nifty things together cause I really love doing that, game nights…. ok. That’s a few ideas. Any takers?!

my dream

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I’m a young geeky boy (earlierin the dream I was the girl flirting with him.) Throgh my own frustration I manage to toss my streo down the side of a hill. I seem to live in the moutains, but they must not be the mountains I grew up in because I don’t recognize the vegetation. I started going down the hill to see if I could find the stereo and it just went down and down and down. Eventually I reach a room. It is a small room with a connected chamber below. I can see water in a channel along one side of the room (when I walk in it is on my left.) The water is in a beautifully tiled/stoned channel. I follow the water to the connected chamber and find an enormous pool that is also tiled beautifully. I say tiled, but it looks very primitive and it isn’t modern tile. I notice how the water is low in the lower chamber right now but it seems like it might go all the way to the ceiling…

I don’t know why, but I ask God to mak the water rise. Immidiately you can *see* the water rising really quickly. I start clamoring out of the chamber quickly. Right then a bunch of my male friends and the girl I love wande rinto the top room. They start taking their clothes off intending to go into the water because the climb down the hill was hot and dusty. I have to basically drag them out one by one because they don’t seem to be able to see the water rising. I push them all the way up the hill. The next day that side of the mountain is an enormous river.

I don’t understand.

To do

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Laundry (in progress)
Clean up my apartment (how come it is so easy to make a space this small messy?!)
Do dishes (I am not going to fall behind again!)
Grade papers
Cook something interesting for the coming week.
Dance!
Flirt with cute boys and girls. Think about getting laid.

Not horrible.

Thanks Rob

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In 2006, you will have greatest success if you approach every experience as a student. Your ability to experience happiness will expand if you re-ignite your love of learning and become perpetually ablaze with curiosity. You know that old expression, “When the student is ready, the teacher will appear”? I suggest you make yourself ready, because a crucial teacher is or will soon be in your vicinity. Here’s another key piece of advice, courtesy of J. Bronowski: “It is important that students bring a certain ragamuffin, barefoot irreverence to their studies; they are not here to worship what is known, but to question it.”

Funny considering I just decided to continue school for all of 2006. And didn’t I use the exact phrase, “love of learning”?!?!!?

I wonder who the teacher will be….

Ahhh, and school resumes

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I have a pile of papers to grade that is probably 4″ thick. That is a rather intimidating height, let me tell you. I have ~130 so far and I am getting 30-some more on Friday. I better get started.

I really want that asshole transfered out of my class. I hate him and he hates me. Just go. I can’t get rid of him for 5 more class days. I want to cry. I will find a way to survive his attitude though. I have faith in myself.

My kids were totally out of control today and hyper. AHHHH I actually smacked one kid (he and I are buddies) but it didn’t settle him down. The juniors are pissy and whiny about the final project and the seniors are ecstatic. I’m telling you–it is impossible to predict these little shit heads.

I’m glad to be back. I have a purpose again. Yay for corrupting the youth of America!!!

Question.

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It just popped into my brain to wonder why I should be single. I’m not saying that I am going to hook up with the next asshole on craigslist to avoid the fate, but why is it a should? I don’t get it.

I’ve been told dozens of times that I should be single for a while. Why?