So between first nap and second nap we played together. First we played with legos in the house then we spend almost an hour in the back yard mostly playing in the sand box. The very best moment was when Shanna and I were digging together and singing songs about how awesome we all are and Calli was leaning over from her perch on my lap, laughing. It was beautiful. And later Shanna was telling me some very silly story about the scary cat running through our yard and I was holding Calli above my head and looking at her. Then I remember why I chose this life.

Where is the line where the good outweighs the bad or vice versa? I’m not sure I know. But I’m having more fun than not because the good moments are really beautiful.