I’m just starting to get back into masturbating. The only person I am thinking about (because there is always a person) is Noah. Monogamy is kind of weird.
I’m just starting to get back into masturbating. The only person I am thinking about (because there is always a person) is Noah. Monogamy is kind of weird.
That’s pretty darned cute, actually.
I tried a few times. It didn’t work. Frustrated does not begin to describe my feelings. I did get to have The Sex a couple times recently and did manage to get my cookies. This is an improvement. Still, it freaked me right the fuck out. Sigh. Stoopid body.
Between Shanna and Calli I almost completely lost the ability to orgasm. It was actually fairly traumatic for me. I could only orgasm if I did it JUST RIGHT with a vibrator by myself. And I had to be really stoned too. Like, way more stoned than I am interested in getting like 99% of the time. For some reason it is back now. Now I can orgasm from sex again. Noah hasn’t said so, but I think he’s really relieved. We were both really upset by having me not enjoy sex anymore.
I’m really kind of pathetically grateful that it is working again.
And uhm if you get stuck awake again, worth looking for me online. 😉