Dear Mr. S-,
Hi, my name was Krissy Archer. I’ve been married for five years at this point and that doesn’t even feel like who I am any more. I’m Krissy Gibbs. I’m a much happier person than I was. This year for NaNoWriMo I am finally getting around to writing about my childhood. I’m a survivor of incest and rape. Some of that was happening while I was your student. Right now I’m writing about when I was in Fisher and I was looking through the year book. You signed it: Krissy– Hope you enjoyed my class a little. Your hard work is appreciated. Keep it up. Have fun.
I’m sure that was a fairly standard thing for you to write. I think I was in your first year of teaching. You were a good teacher. You let me spend a lot of time in your room. Teachers like you gave me a haven from a pretty horrifying life. I taught high school for three years before I had kids. Reading your inscription in the yearbook made me think of all the times I wrote similar things on the yearbooks of students when I had other things I wanted to say. The professional boundary is an interesting one.
I’m curious if you remember anything about me. I no longer have any contact with anyone in my biological family. I am trying to write down everything I possibly can about my life. I feel horrified by the idea that if I died there is no one in the world who can tell my children anything about my life before I met their dad. So I’m trying to write it all down. But my memories are all bad. It’s hard for me to remember anything positive. I was wondering if you did.
Krissy Gibbs
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I’m a big fan of people wanting something different.