I just wanted to say hi. I got busy. We are doing a weird experiment and I should turn the computer off now. I feel a lot. I don't know for sure what this feeling is but it is big. Maybe I'll figure it out tomorrow.
You know that feeling when you are working from dawn until dusk doing the same damn thing so it feels like you aren't doing anything and you're bored? My mind isn't engaged. I need to work on that.
Thats how I’ve felt at jobs I’ve been at for a while. Not fun.
Feel better!
it gets worse and worse until you either:
1 – toss your ass offa cliff.
2 – drink until you puke – every night.
3 – cry and cry and cry and cry.
4 – call youself a pus-filled stupid shithead
5 – screw a whole bunch of worthless assholes.
6 – put your life in chronic serious danger.
7 – say “fuck, i’m worth more than this.”
my advice:
get to number 7, as fast as you can.
oh,
and running too much can fuck up your mind.
be careful with that.
and not using the PC is a good thing.
i do it all the time.
read a book!
talk to an really really old person.
climb a tree.
(added later)
take a really big dump!