I feel like my body likes to slam me into brick walls every so often. That way I have to sit very still and rest afterwards.

So many wants. Maybe it is good to just sit. Christmas is in five weeks. We go to Disneyland in less than three weeks.

I’ve been looking at the budget nervously. I am ok with where we are. But I feel like I want the year to be over already so I can slam the door on it.

2012 was way better than 2011. I’m still going to be happy to move on.

That’s how I keep going. The future has to be better than the past. It just has to.

I’ve been sitting still. I can tell I am saving up energy. Thanksgiving is in two days. I’m pretty sure I will be able to eat.

Just keep moving. Or sitting. Either way.