Today I get to sand the fence as long as I can stand. At 2pm the exterminator is coming to make a dent into the waves of ants hitting our house (we are losing the battle). At 3:30 Shanna has her penultimate dance lesson. At 4:35 (like that timing there?) We go to her swim class. We are bringing a kid and a mom home from swim class for dinner. So I should make something in the crock pot. At 6:20 Calli has swim with Noah.

Long and busy day. But I go no farther than three miles from my house. That will be good. I think all but two days out of the next month have at least one and often three or four things scheduled on a day. Some of them are many hours in the day. Oh boy.

Don’t think. Work.

Feeling insecure. The way I live is weird. I feel it acutely sometimes.