I have a conversation looming and I’m not looking forward to it. I’m not good at setting boundaries. I keep my mouth shut till I explode and there goes the relationship.

I’m not sure if I will get to keep this relationship. I’ll try. But I’m going to have to set some boundaries. I have been very not ok about things here for a long time. Talking about how is very hard. I’m not sure that talking about it will result in improved circumstances.

Right this second I’m just hoping that I don’t end up a screaming banshee. I’m trying to head that off at the pass. Talk WAY before that point and maybe it doesn’t need to happen. Ha. Ha. Ha.

I’m scared that there isn’t a way for me to do the right thing here.