I’ve been hanging out on a private forum dealing with my emotions in a way that won’t blow up my life. But someone keeps hurting the woman who was hosting it because people are spiteful, disgusting assholes. So the forum is gone.

I feel really upset. I was getting a lot of good out of talking to those women.

I don’t know what to do now. There’s a lot I need to write out/think out and writing it here…

Yeah. I’m not ready to blow up bridges yet.