The kids are caught up. We have a weekend free of academics. It feels like magic.

Today I have done a whole bunch of Christmas shopping because a bunch of websites are having sales. I think I might be done with Noah. I think I might be done with Eldest Child. I have most of what I want for Middle Child but I feel like he needs one more thing; I just have no idea what. Her Sweetness has a few things and I’m not too worried about her getting more. If she does, cool. If she doesn’t… oh well.

I have now ordered vaginal dilators for my PT. I have also done my exercises for the day. I will figure out how to have a stronger body. Damnit. I’m still shocked by how intensely painful these slight exercises are. The awful spot in my lower right back is throbbing. That’s where I get the awful spasms and I have for decades. She (the PT) said that it is almost certainly the end result of my body compensating for not using the proper movements/muscles. That seems quite probable.

I have feelings about ordering from vaginismus.com though.

Noah is home! I have taken a few hours off because it seems super wise right now.

Ok. Time to go see my family again.

Because otherwise I’m going to start listing Christmas presents and that’s not wise.