My period is over, mostly? I think? But I am utterly exhausted. I feel exhaustion deep in the marrow of my bones. We didn’t go out and have fun with folks. We did our weekend tidy and then watched gardening shows.

I don’t have a lot of patience so I didn’t try to interact much. No really, I can’t express how tired I am.

Tired. Weary. Pain. So. Much. Pain.

Trying to research Brexit. What a cluster. It’s going to be somewhat like jumping out of the fire into the pot. (It is a step up… kind of… I guess….)

I am enjoying looking at the planting schedule for this gardening zone. There’s going to be a lot more mandatory starting-indoors than I am accustomed to. There will be many months of the year when I really can’t do much. That sounds… useful.

The future is feeling intimidating today. It feels like it takes so much energy. So much work. And I’m utterly weary.