Done did PT today. (Well, I’m mid-way through. I will do half before lunch and half after lunch.)
It is hard doing this for so many reasons but I know it is important. I am trying.
It is hard feeling like no matter how much I try I am going to drop 10 balls and that means I suck.
I am really upset that when I said I was happy about finally getting childcare (in a fucking year and a half) my friend’s first response was, “So you are getting a job?” I do three or more jobs at once. It feels really bad that it is perceived that I am a failure if I drop down to one or two jobs at once.
I think you are getting a new job when the kids start school: booking writing and more consistent self care 🙂
I have thought about trying to earn money writing. If I did, I already have a mental list of what I’d do with the money starting with buying the strip of land behind the house… Noah’s income is going into retirement.