Things I am thinking about instead of sleeping, a not-all-inclusive-list:

• Ways to make the house more insulated and easier to heat.
• Ways to add more self-sustaining energy sources to the house so that I don’t have to depend on oil for heat.
• Ways to make a greenhouse on one corner of my house as a multi-story add on (possibly a pipe dream).
• Reasons I probably shouldn’t ever do expensive remodeling of the house.
• Drawings I wish I was doing.
• Painting I might do starting in a few weeks.
• How to be more consistent in my habits.
• How to add more permaculture to my yard in a way that uses companion planting to enrich the soil as I go.
• Trying not to feel mad at myself for not working on sewing yet.
• I want to cut my hair mostly because I am feeling a distinct lack of control over fucking everything in my life and it’s feeling like One More Thing in a way that is currently bothering me.
• Why is it so hard to get back into the habit of doing PT?
• Why the fuck didn’t the editor I hired help me be less fucking repetitive in that damn book?
• Cheezits this book is god damn depressing and I don’t know how other people managed to get through it.
• I need to get the bones of this speech together.
• I have a lot of veggies to cook. Oof. Food is so never ending. I’m tired of having to eat.
• Hamilton is way better than I thought would be. I’m always so late to the party