For reasons I don’t understand all morning I have been thinking about cutting. Not in the nasty self harming way.

In the: “I want to remove the barrier between you and me and take you into me” sort of way. In the way that involves slowly moving a scalpel over someone else and licking up the blood.

I feel like I am leaving a trail of liquid behind me as I walk because this idea is so exciting. It’s hard to stop thinking about.

But uhm. I’ll go do my normal life instead.