I’m sorry, I know that’s a dramatic beginning. I don’t mean all of me. Part of me is dying. The part of me that has the ability to create a new life is dying. I’ve heard that right before ending fertility entirely there is a span of time when many women have a sudden new unplanned for child. I feel like my body is definitely interested in trying that. My interest in sex is through the roof. At least some of the time.

Then there are the more frequent, more painful periods. Yeah. I’m not interested that week.

I am really struggling with how much my hormone cycle is really extreme right now.