wanting

-I want a day of not being touched. At all. But it ain’t gonna happen.
-I want hot sweaty sex where I get off and we don’t have to rush.
-I want to go to a sex party. God I miss them.
-I want to feel exciting.
-I want to feel like I am doing more than just household stuff.
-I want to have time to do more than just household stuff.
-I want to leave.
-I want to stay.
-I want to feel happy in my skin.
-I want Shanna to stop whining today.
-I want my tongue to stop hurting.
-I want to stop feeling like I am responsible for continuing relationships when the other person doesn’t seem to care.
-I want my yard to be prettier.
-I want to not have to do yard work.
-I want Shanna to stop trying to climb me.

11 thoughts on “wanting

  1. urangme

    I realize that this may be the worst sort of compliment, but I don’t think it is: You have been such an amazing window into the future for me, thank you. That said, I want about half of the things you want right now, plus all of my own wants…

    mostly, I want the wanting to end in my head…it drives me a bit reckless.

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    1. Krissy Gibbs Post author

      *nod* I get that.

      As far as using me as a window into the future: I don’t blog heavily about all the many many many moments when I am peacefully happy. I really am enjoying my life. I’m thrilled to be doing this. I have never had a job/life stage where there weren’t frustrations. This is no worse than anything else I have done and it’s better than most of it. 🙂

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  2. ditenebre

    -I want a day of not being touched. At all. But it ain’t gonna happen.
    -I want hot sweaty sex where I get off and we don’t have to rush.
    -I want to feel exciting.
    -I want to feel happy in my skin.
    -I want Shanna to stop whining today.
    -I want Shanna to stop trying to climb me.

    I hear you. When my kids were babies, I had thoughts like these. Not quite the same words, but the thoughts were the same.

    Now I have times when I wish I could have those days back again.

    -I want to stop feeling like I am responsible for continuing relationships when the other person doesn’t seem to care.

    I’m sorry I’m falling down on my side of our relationship – but I do care.

    I’ve had some … things … going on – with me. Maybe nothing. Don’t know. But my head’s not been in the best place because of it.

    I have been reading your LJ faithfully, keeping up with you from afar. I’m sorry I haven’t been … more.

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    1. Krissy Gibbs Post author

      I’m certainly not wishing these days away. 🙂 These are really good days. I just need to tweak some parts of them a bit.

      I’m sorry things are rocky in your world. I always feel a bit weird about trying to contact you because you are so busy all the time and it seems like you don’t have any down time at all. I don’t want to be one more thing on top of a pile of overwhelming things to keep up with. Does that make sense?

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