I hate this so much.

At some point in the last couple of days I’ve realized that some of my recent flare ups of moodiness are really because I’m depressed. I hate doing this. I hate feeling this way. I hate the complete overwhelming feelings of helplessness and being defeated and useless and worthless. I feel so very alone.

Called the therapist I saw after the miscarriages. I’m waiting for a call back. I’m so tired of being broken.

4 thoughts on “I hate this so much.

  1. blacksheep_lj

    I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I do think it’s awesomely good that you’re recognizing it and doing something so quickly. Your sister was surely a triggery thing and no help. *hugs*

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