I have been told somewhat frequently lately that I am a super heavy duty masochist. This is something I have trouble wrapping my mind around. So, I want some input from ya’ll out there? Are masochists actually that rare? I don’t think I’m a terribly heavy masochist. Aren’t there lots who are more into it than I am?
I’ve a limited experience with you, so I can’t comment on the larger scope. But I would say that you have a broader range of acceptable input than many, not just in painful-good touch, but in touch altogether. It’s not in the extreme ridiculous, though… I have seen you stop something when you didn’t like it.
I also liked what you said about feeling alive, and I think that that ties in. I’ve thought the same myself quite often.
From my understanding of your masochistic tendencies, they’re definitely heavier than the average person (actually a good bit heavier than mine, and well…I enjoy pain. Except for when it’s coming from something being wrong with my body.), and actually reasonably up there. But not overly so, and I’ve known people who were much more masochistic that you for sure.
Hmm. It’s hard to say, since a lot of folks have different perspectives on the matter.
I enjoy pain. Except for when it’s coming from something being wrong with my body.
oooh, I can totally relate to that. even things that hurt in a mild and entirely bearable way will make me WORRY that something is wrong in a way that indicates permanent damage. I don’t like the idea of being damaged.
I would consider a heavy duty masochist as a person who not necessarily enjoys extremely intense pain, but one that requires some level of pain for sexual satisfaction.
Unless I misunderstood you last weekend, pain is closely linked to your sexual enjoyment, and, therefore, I consider you a heavy duty masochist.
You certainly require less warm-up to enjoy pain than anybody else I’ve seen abused…
That may not be super heavy duty, but it gives the impression that you’re really into it. Which, to be fair, you are 🙂
Really glad you had a good party! You deserve some good breaks that way.
ever been hung from the skin of your back by meat hooks? would you like to? that’s my idea of heavy duty masochist. I don’t actually know where your boundaries lie, so I’m just presenting my personal definition and you can choose to measure yourself by it as you see fit.
for the record, I have no desire ever to be hung by meathooks. But it sure looks pretty in pictures… and I’d like to watch someone do that in real life sometime.
But it sure looks pretty in pictures…
Why yes… yes, it does.
I have been up close and personal with several hook suspensions.
I think I would enjoy it. It sounds so twisted….
Oddly enough, that’s one of the few kinds of heavy masochism that has ever appealed to me in concept.
I kinda like the idea. I just have *no* idea if I’d be able to do it personally.
And subdermal emphysema just doesn’t sound like fun.