I have a to do list longer than my arm. Do I want to do anything on it? NO!!! So. I suck.
How are ya’ll doing? I’m curious. Most of you rarely post anything so I feel like I am just stuck in my own little narrow field of vision. Especially if I haven’t seen you lately, consider this a request for an update. 🙂
Because this amused me…
Number of people on my lj friends list: 133
…whom I’ve met in person: 129
…whom I’ve met in person more than once: 126
…whose house I’ve been to: 71
…who have been to my house: 54 (and many of these people it has not been in 8+ years)
…whose full names I know offhand: (I’m just doing first and last) 42
…whom I’ve known for more than 3 years: 30
…whom I’ve known for more than 5 years: 12
…whom I’ve known for more than 7 years: 6
…whom I’ve known for more than 9 years: 6
…whose journal I consider myself “addicted” to: I get upset when brjulia doesn’t post for a long time. Well, not upset… but I miss her. Other than that I read my whole friends list, but I’m not addicted…
…whom I’ve lived with: 3 (I will be living with another one in about 7 months…)
…who I’d do: heh who haven’t I done… 😉 Kidding! There are lots of nice normal people whom I haven’t slept with. Being on my friends list isn’t incriminating… although… there are 19 specific people whom I would really really like to do on my friendslist. Many of whom would be repeats or expanding on previously played somewhat.
I need to go to bed and wank now.
From the community…
1. How impulsive are you?
Incredibly. I am insanely impulsive.
2. What is the most impulsive thing you’ve ever done?
I have a couple of things… it’s hard to determine what is the “most” impulsive. Going to Australia with teamnoir when I didn’t really know him was impulsive. When I dropped out of high school. Recovering from that was significant. Saying yes when my best friend asks me if I want to try again and see if we can figure out a relationship that will include marriage and kids and M/s. That is… impulsive. But good. Maybe it isn’t impulsive because I have been thinking about it for a long long time–I just didn’t think I would have this chance.
3. What is the most unimpulsive (i.e., deliberative) thing you’ve ever done?
Going to school has been a big thing. I jones on planning though. Just for the hell of it. I planned my Europe trip down to the smallest detail.
4. How easy do you usually find it to make decisions about what you want to do?
Fairly easy. I know what I want and what I need. Once in a while I have trouble following through on it because I feel guilty about how I will affect other people.
5. What was the last impulse that you had? Did you act on it? Why or why not?
My last impulse was to jump back into the deep end of a relationship with Noah. It’s scary for a variety of reasons. The biggest drawback in doing this has been the hurt caused to the woman he has been involved with for most of the last year. I haven’t wanted to ask him to be involved with me again because I know how selfish it is to ask him to leave her for me. So I didn’t ask. But I wanted it and he knew I wanted it. Eventually it has reached a point where he made the decision to leave her. She is hurting now and I feel enormous guilt because my happiness is dancing on the grave of her relationship. I didn’t want this. I don’t get to pick how everything is going to work in life though. I believe strongly enough that he and I can figure it out that I am willing to give this a full shot though. So much has changed in the last year and a half for both he and I. What didn’t work then has changed drastically. I’ve always loved him. We want the same things. We get along so well.
So I did it. I said yes when he asked me to give him another chance. He said yes to my silent begging that I don’t have to lose the best person in the world for me.
I wondered why he was being so discouraging about the idea of me potentially moving out of state…
Cause I had several questions in the generic “tell me something dirty” post I’ll answer them already. (Oh, and these comments are not screened.) (This did make it up one filter notch. There are people who don’t want to read dirty stuff from me…)
“Your ‘net is down? Oh teh noes! We’re still on for next Monday evening?”
As far as I know… You are showing up around 9:45 is my current information?
“Ooh…since this is screened. What’s is your favorite sexual position and what fetishes do you have? :)”
My favorite sexual position honestly varies by mood and by person. There are some people who just work better in different positions… However, generically the one that I like the best is kind of hard to explain. It involves me lying on my side with the male (cause with females positions tend to be very different) kneeling over me. One of my legs is between his legs and my other leg is up against his chest, can be straight or bent. This allows for some AWESOME friction and angles and such. 🙂
What fetishes do I have? Technically I don’t have any fetishes because a fetish is something that is required in order achieve orgasm. I know that isn’t what you meant though. How about this: I like to please people. On my own, in a vaccuum, there isn’t much that I am terribly into. Although my general preferences and the things I like the most (so hopefully I find partners who like them too) lie in the realm of lingerie, girdles, corsets, long and full skirts, bondage, spanking (like Lolita teaches it!), single tails, and gags. But none of them qualify as a “fetish.”
I’m bored at work, so what the hell.
Lolita and Julia both did it, so I will, too.
March is question month here. Feel free to ask anything you might want to know and I will endeavor to answer. I will answer the questions on my journal in a friends-only post. I will not say who asked.
I am screening the questions.
It is really funny how many of you want me to clean your house.
Some of you are some seriously twisted motherfuckers. Damn are your fantasies hot.
The slumber party sounds fun. I have lots of nail polish and pedicure stuff.
Mmmmm cheap hooker.
Mutual masturbation.
Yes please, Sir.
And damn that ass fucking sounds hot.
Any other takers? I need more wank material. 😉
If you had me alone…locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All posts will be permanently screened because it’s a secret. Then repost this in your LJ- or don’t. You might be surprised with the responses you get.
Remember, step two is the most important step. 🙂 Repeat it often.
Step one: Go to the store and buy half priced candy.
Step two: Go home and raucausly masturbate.
Optional step three: comment here and tell me that you did this because it will make me smile. 🙂
Hopefully the server load is smaller now.
Note about the Nohari: yes, I do want to see this. No, I will not get mad at anyone for what they choose (if they choose to do it). If my feelings are hurt that is something that I need to think about. What am I getting out of what people see in me? That’s about me not about you being bad/awful/wrong/whatever. 🙂
What do I like from your writing? Comment here and I’ll tell you.
And
don’t forget to post this in your own journal!
Post if you want to. 🙂
barelyproper did it so I’m gonna…
Post a New Year’s resolution that you think I should do. Then post this in your own LJ, and see what resolutions people think you should do.
I tried to enable anonymous posting. I don’t know if it worked so do so at your own risk… 😉
(Not that it is easy to offend me. Suggest away.)
You may ask me three questions, no matter how personal or strange, and I will answer them honestly. However, if you ask, you must repost this in your journal so others may ask you…
Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
See boot_slut’s results.
1. My username is ____ because ____.
2. My journal is titled ____ because ____.
3. My subtitle is ____ because ____.
4. My friends page is called ____ because ____.
5. My default userpic is ____ because ____.
My username is boot_slut because that is the handle that I came up with when I was with Tom and I haven’t ever tried to figure out another one. For a brief time I thought about switching to foundgirl. That came up in a conversation with Noah and our talks about the lost and found. It’s a long story, but I didn’t do it for whatever reason and now… I just don’t know who I am so this works.
My journal is titled Chasing the Future because I feel like that is what I am doing.
I don’t have a subtitle right now.
My friends page is called “These are a few of my favorite people (cause the other bastards aren’t on lj) because I think it is funny.
My default userpic is the infamous boots because… well… boots.
I got tagged.
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now. Post these instructions in
your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to.
1. Stay with Me (Brass Bed) – Josh Gracin
2. My Worst Fear – Rascal Flatts (ohmygod sad breakup song)
4. Walk the Line – Johnny Cash
5. You’ll Think of Me – Keith Urban
6. Breathe (2AM) – Anna Nalick
7. Holy Water – Big & Rich
(Tagging does not actually obligate you, I’m just playing along.)
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From aberrantvirtue
Leave a comment, if you’d like, to this entry, and I will tell you something I like/love about you.
Please repost the meme in your own journal if you have happy thoughts to spare, as this week is the beginning of the downhill slide for so many people, and I’d like to help boost those I can!
I should be able to respond fairly promptly in the next day or so. 🙂 I want to remind myself just how much I like ya’ll.